The Oneness Experiment

broken open
like a dam bursting
flooding
dear god
let this just be a release
of all i held in
of all i wanted to say
of all i couldn't feel
for
this
can
not
be
the
me
i
am
becoming

there is a storm
thunderous
chaotic
whirling
i am in it
it is in me
yet
yet
yet
i am not it
and am experiencing it
all at once
simultaneously

to breathe
to love
to dance
to be
to be
in the storm
but not be the storm
to be that
calm
cool
center
watching it all parade right on by